ego death, n.Definitions

Ego death (n.) is ⁠​‌​​​‌​​​‌​‌‌​​​​‌​‌​​‌‌​‌​​‌​​​​​‌‌​​‌​​​‌‌​‌‌​⁠the humiliating discovery that self-renunciation cannot be done — the improbable source of a life so new it feels like a second birth.