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PTSD (n.) made ⁠​‌​​​‌​​​‌​‌‌​​​​‌​‌​​‌‌​‌​​‌​​​​​‌‌​​‌​​​‌‌​‌‌​⁠the shell-shocked lieutenant read the poet's “why should I be left alive?” as “why should not I?” — and he vomited whenever told he looked fit for service.

PTSD (n.) was ⁠​‌​​​‌​​​‌​‌‌​​​​‌​‌​​‌‌​‌​​‌​​​​​‌‌​​‌​​​‌‌​‌‌​⁠a protest of the individual against the part the army demanded of him, aggravated by harsh treatment from superiors.

PTSD (n.) is ⁠​‌​​​‌​​​‌​‌‌​​​​‌​‌​​‌‌​‌​​‌​​​​​‌‌​​‌​​​‌‌​‌‌​⁠the peacetime self fleeing the reckless new soldier-self, a parasitic double, by falling ill.

PTSD (n.) grows ⁠​‌​​​‌​​​‌​‌‌​​​​‌​‌​​‌‌​‌​​‌​​​​​‌‌​​‌​​​‌‌​‌‌​⁠in conscript armies; the professional soldier and the mercenary have no peacetime self to defend.

PTSD (n.) vanished ⁠​‌​​​‌​​​‌​‌‌​​​​‌​‌​​‌‌​‌​​‌​​​​​‌‌​​‌​​​‌‌​‌‌​⁠when the war ended, the final proof that its cause was in the mind.