Self-contempt (n.) is curiously felt as less contemptible than is contempt of others.
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Self-contempt (n.) is far easier to bear than the contempt of others.
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Self-contempt (n.) is the male sickness, and its surest cure is being loved by a clever woman.
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Self-contempt (n.) at its deepest is itself a kind of elevation.
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Self-contempt (n.) still respects itself — as the one who despises.